My prediction

"Killing You Softly" the title of my newest project.  I'm working hard on writing, recording, mixing, mastering and choosing the right songs for this project.  Once it is finished, I'm pushing this Mixtape harder then anything I have before.  I'm doing everything according to plan.  I'm not working for people, I'm making the people work for me.  When I say people I'm not taking bout people like c-rein. I'm taking about people in the industry.  Right now I have things they want me to do.  I'm not doing it the way they would like it done.  This is because they haven't done what I wanted.  Which is do what they say they would.  In since I'm not in there same location it will stay like that till it happens.  That's fine.  My prediction, finish "Killing You Softly" make them find me places to perform.  Pass the cd out to my closest friends.  After my closest friends a week later, to my associate, after my associate to, people who helped me work on the Mixtape (the other artist), after them regular people.  It will either hit or it will miss.  Either way I will have a buzz.  After the buzz, I will start on my next project.  It will be a album called "The Mixtape" I will release one single.  While I'm working on "The Mixtape" I will release an actual Mixtape called "Lost In My Headphones" full of all the songs that did not make the Mixtape.  Once that is finished.  I will be on top. Remember me as I am and remember this day, for I will never be the same once 2012 begins.  The person who you all know will be dead. 

Today is the day of change

I'm trying something new for the whole year next year, but I had to do some financial things first and these next 6 weeks to make sure I can do it, on paper it looks good, but let's see how it really is gonna go.  I also noticed the sudden change in the people around me, its like a different aura, I wonder what has changed, is it me, or is it them. But in other news I really can't take the feeling of being around her normally, I just want to, take her and her whole being and make it mine, cause i feel like, she is the only one who fill the void that leaves me incomplete.  I can't even look into her eyes, and not feel the same as I once had in the past.

Turning bad things into good ones

Today started off rough, my front right tire blew out on the way to school, I missed the shuttle, lost a piece of paper for my presentation and was late to my test.  But good thing is I felt like I did good on my test and presentation. Practice was great to. I feel like I'm starting to get a good grasp on life now. I'm living my days to the fullest potential so my tomorrow can be at its best, I feel like the past is just present sorrows, not that everything in the past is bad, but that the past has things that we can learn from, and if we take what our best was from yesterday and make it better today then the future has no choice but to be good.