So thank you to the person who showed me the light on things I could not see.  Sometimes all you need is a little push to do what you feel is the correct thing to do.  And for sometime I felt things could be okay but deep down inside I knew they would not be.  But i startled for what i had because I was afraid of what I might not be able to acquire/conquer.  So I was tryna take the safe way out instead of challenging myself to be great.  I realize that if somebody else was in my shoes I would have said to do something else instead of what I did myself.  But its cool cause my eyes are now open and I know what I need and what I need to do.  I know this blog do not really talk about something of real importance, but I just needed to write out my thoughts instead of holding it all inside, as if I was okay.  Cause in reality I'm not and I'm probably crying out for help right now, but I don't wanna seem weak so when you ask I say I'm okay.  But when you look in my eyes you see the complete opposite.

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Thanks everybody who checked up on me.

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